so ive been going through a lot lately

and ive been thinking a lot too

and i think i finnaly figured it out,

what Jesus means to me.

but the thing is, the Jesus for me, is NOT the Jesus for you

and i dont know if anyone understands that.

im to scared to admit something so personal, and why should i have to? its my relationship with God, i guess the specifics of it all aren't that important to the outside world.

at least i hope not.

cuz he is mine, he is the everything i'm not

the every hope i need

the solution.

that and so much more.

i just wish i could never forgett, especialy when it matters most, when the options are presented, when i forgett the love of God and instead try to replace it with the emptyness this world has to offer.

and so ive been through a lot

and i've been thinking a lot

and i think i've finally figured it out.

who Jesus, is to me.