ok so im kinda with this guy but its almost summer and im not going to see him cause our families hate each other. but i also have one of my ex's flirting with me and i dont really like that but no matter what i say he doesnt stop. i want to know how to stop this from happening cause everything ive done doesnt work. im also stressed about finals and i just got grounded again for my chemistry grade and i just got off groundation this morning. i know that compared to my friends lives i have it pretty easy now but i still have a feeling that i want my old life back cause i want that determination but not the death part of it. i love my life but when i get upset i show emotions and i cant do that cause i always need to be strong for my friends. im always on my guard always on the look out, always questioning, always worrying. i need to relax but i cant even do that this summer cause im kinda under parental house arrest which really sucks. i kinda envy my friends but yet i dont cause i know where they are coming from that's why i can help. but i have a question for all those who know me....im thinking about becoming a counsler but i still want to be a vet, what should i do? well i need sleep