well..... i had gotten over it..... the whole situation was mostly over a girl thatt i had liked for about 2 years (this was last year)..... i would say that i loved her but that would probably get people giving me lessons on love which i dont feel that i need right now..... well at one point she started to act like she liked me and that made me happy for a little while until i found out that while she was doing this (i mean she was REALLY acting like she liked me like laying on my chest and such).... she was going out with some guy from her skool.... and basically that sent me downwards i mean plus the fact that i hated myself as it was lol Ok for what's going on now, ive been feeling a lot better and getting on and feeling happy.... but guess what... yup same girl again..... i still like/love her (still trying to avoid lesson here) but of course i like/love her more than i did before now..... and shes acting like she likes me at all (who knows she could've liked me then and just got tired of waiting for me i mean she has told me that she liked me at one point but back to the story) and im getting paranoid and thinking that there's no way she could like me and such and im afraid that i might go back to that place again.... i mean its not bad right now but im trying to beat the whole thing to the punch here lol..... im trying to get myself to realize that i have no chance with her and just go on liking/loving her and realizing that i will never go out w/ her or w/e..... i probably should've put this down on the advice section as well lol