Wow... I personally think that it is okay to have worries about fitting in. It's what you do with those worries that counts. That is all normal. Just about every person feels a desire to fit in and has doubts, but you don't have to succumb(sp?) to those feelings. No one is perfect that's why we have Jesus :). I have OCD and I worry sometimes about what people think, but then I realize that it really only matters what God thinks. Does that make any sense?