Thanks, that helps me. The thing that kills me though is she seems so amazing now, I look at her picture on my bedside and I see this beautiful innocent girl, and I just can't immagine she'd be like that, she's so different and it's just hard for me to accept and cope with. But what you said about rejoycing in the Lord that she is changed is right. She told me that it if it weren't for me she thinks she might still be who she was. She said I've helped her keep strong in her faith and that if I hadn't helped her she probably would've gone back to her old ways. That made me happy, but it's just so hard for me to accept the fact that she was like that, it hurts and I don't know how to accept and cope with it. I just wish there was someway I could make it all better right away