I can totaly relate to you. We are set apart from the world. We, as Christians strive to be holy, knowing that even the most holiest of us is yet rags before the Lord. So why do we continue knowing that we wouldn\'t be perfect until the day the Lord Jesus returns... because we are \'still\' the light that sits on the hill for the world to see. It is Pleasing to the Lord that we don\'t give up no matter what our faults are. We christians have to learn how to love all over again. We must put Gods\' will before our own issues. Remember, Love is the greatest of all these.