these scars on my heart from the past are beginning to reopen again... I dont know what it is... on Sunday, I couldnt move, breathe, cry... all I could do was sit there, shaking.... today, I feel a similar pain again... it's from the same thing.... I need God's healing and soon because I don't think I can face this... I guess I just have to learn to face my hurts head on... but please, pray for me Lord, I need your healing right now.. I pray that these scars wouldnt eat me alive