hey guys can someone please pray for me? latly iv been tryna go deeper with god n stuff but the same old things are holding me back. my parents are often yelling at me, telling me im useless n selfish so that doesnt really help plus most people at my youth group think im fine, that i have no problems. latly iv lost a couple of my good friends n i dont really have anyone here that i feel comfy talking to, not even my youth pastor. i kinda bottle things up and take it out on myself. i just want to go deeper in my faith but im finding it really hard. also my cousin came to live with us in november but she had to go to hospital cause she is suffering from severe depression so im hurt n confused about that, the police woke us up at 12am one day cause shed rung up saying shed wanted to kill herself. everyone asks so many questions about where shes gone n i get frustrated cause i cant tell them what happened. if you could pray for me that would be great! thanks, kezia