Above you said you feel dead to your life and you feel that you have no control of what happens. The having less control part is true but its not the full truth. If you feel that you don\'t have much control of your life then something has taken it away from you {I.E. The enemy (Satan)}. In your last statement you say that \"life may have other plans for you.\" Obviously you feel that life isn\'t going in the direction you wish it would go. Either thats on purpose from God so that He can teach you something or its of a demonic nature trying to pin you down and make you feel worthless. Either way it has a source and you need to pray about it. There is a reason why these things are going on and you need to figure it out with prayer. Nothing happens without reason. So the reason is the key to the solution. If you feel mentally and spiritually weak for no reason that you notice then you need to ask God whats going on. Did that make more sense?