:dry: Hi this is my first time really telling someone this and i need some help with it.... My "best friend" (youll see why i say that later) was staying with me and my grandma because her mom put her out and she had a boyfriend that would stay over sometimes and he really acted like he hated me so i never saw it coming He came in my room one night and raped me and i dint say anything cuz i didnt want to worry my gma.. so he did it three more times before my "best friend" found out by reading my journal... so she didnt believe me and neither did anyone else and it really hurts cuz i cry myself to sleep at night cuz i let this happen and i let him do it..... What should i do?