Hey, I\'m in a similar situation. I\'ve learned that it is easier to just give that load to God as He says to in Psalms 55:2. Dear Lord, I come before you today lifting up GODDONTPLAYSECONDFIDDLE. She is confused Lord God and she doesn\'t know what to do. Please grant her peace. Help her to know that YOU are in control and help her to know what you will is. I ask these things in Your awesome name, Amen! Feel free to message me if you want to talk, my inbox is always open :) Good luck and God bless!