hey im not exaclty sure what your asking but maybe this will help i dont know though :) i used to worry alot about what people thought about me and fraankly i still do a little, i would not wear Christian shirts to school cause i was afraid that people would ask me about them and i was ashmed to tell them, also your friends have a huge impact on you and its hard to admit to it that your best friend is a bad influence but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do...you never relieze how much a person has affected you till they are gone i know this may have nothing to do with what you were askin but maybe it has i dont know this is all coming from a 15 year old high school kid what do i know :) but jesus died for you live for him:) feel free to message me if i was TOTALLY off topic lol sorry this is super uber long