Hey whats is up. I am a mod in chat and a adult. NO offence but Dante does not seem to know scripture. Plus it amazes me that someone who does not believe woudl even take the time to make a comment.... Psalms 53:1 The fool hath said in his heart, [There is] no God. Corrupt are they, and have done abominable iniquity: [there is] none that doeth good. well anyways I have been where you are before. see Happiness is a emoition and even in sin there is pleasure but it is only for a short time. Hebrews 11:25 Choosing rather to suffer affliction with the people of God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season; well see God knows your heart but our actions do show what we believe. AKA faith without works is dead. see it is just the times we live in. Jesus\'s return is very close and satan is really attacking Gods people to draw them away. You see deep down this really bothers you, other wise you would nto have posted the question :D and that is a good sign. see you can have happiness and not joy. Happiness is controled by emoitions but not Joy that is the fruit of the spirit. Well you had doubts if you were ever saved, well you were. I think well we all at times in life kind of slip back to some degree. what you do is ask God to help you, He hears and understands.. See the real Question is not am I saved (even though it is a important question ) the real question is this John 14:21 He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth me: and he that loveth me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him. How much do we really Love God/ Jesus ? I mean look at the protical son. Not saying that is you but if you feel you have steped away from God, maybe you have and the fact that you are asking question is that God is tugging at your heart. just a thought well swing by chat sometime and look for me if you would like to ask more questions. or even check out my page and listen to my music.. i did that a f ew years ago. OK God Bless