:dry: well i just decided too give my life too christ about 3 weeks ago after my friend made me go too this disciple now church camp thing now i go too church every wednesday and sunday morning and night but theres still one problem my battle with drugs first of my mom died in june of last year and i started smoking thinking it would ease my pain it did then i started getting into heavier stuff and now i cant stop im afraid if i stop that the pain from losing my mom is gonna come back and i dont want that its unbearable HELPP!!