Hi! Thank you :) Update: I\'ve been having a really hard time coming off of my last treatment (monday.) Physically I am so tired I can hardly get out of bed. Mentally, it\'s like I just cant bear to hear the word chemo (or any other word about being sick)another time. Not because they scare me, but because I feel like the people saying them dont understand. Pretty selfish right? and I think thats the worst part right now is that after losing near to everything else, the last thing I want to lose is ... me? Sorry to be ranting, haha.