i do not understand what is happening! i feel as if though the Lord is trying to show me something huge! And the person that I want to share this with wont listen. i dont know what I did to that person, i dont understand why i have been treated this way. But I guess that sometimes you have to let peeps be! leave them to find things out on their own. i want to defend myself but for what? I have done nothing wrong!!!! So why do i feel so bad????