So, lots is going on. First, I have my skills exam tonight. I'm concerned about how I'm going to do. I'm trying to prepare, but I'm still concerned. Second, I'm not sure why I let my brother and dad get to me. I know they are jerks, but I still let their words upset me. I was so excited to get a letter from my sponsor child so I shared it with my family. Of course, my dad and brother had to berate me for sending money to her family to care for her. I just want to help her and her community. I'm still going to help her even though my brother and dad are jerks.