Have you ever felt like your heart was being torn apart slowly into millions of pieces? Have you ever cried so much that you couldn't cry anymore because your tears were all dried up and all that was left was a sharp pain? Have you ever felt so worthless that you didn't think you were on earth for a reason? Have you ever felt so mad that you tried to run away from yourself? Have you ever had to turn your heart to stone so that you don't feel the knife inside of it? Have you ever felt so hopeless that you wanted to waste away? Have you ever been alive but not actually living? Have you ever felt like you were a whisp watching the day go by like a movie? Have you ever been so sad that everyone that saw you thought you were sick even though you weren't? Have you ever loved someone so much that no matter what they do to you...their still first on your mind? Have you ever felt that your whole world was being torn from your hands? Well now...I have.