Alizabeth Lugo

my name is Chris - - - -I am three, - - - -My eyes are swollen - - - -I cannot see, - - - -I must be stupid

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I must be bad,

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What else could have made

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My daddy so mad?

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I wish I were better

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I wish I weren't ugly,

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Then maybe my mommy

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Would still want to hug me.

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I cant do a wrong

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I cant speak at all

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Or else im locked up

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All day long.

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When im awake im all alone

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The house is dark

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My folks arent home

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When my mommy does come home

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I'll try and be nice,

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So maybe ill just get

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One whipping tonight

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I just heard a car

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My daddy is back

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From Chariles bar

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I hear him curse

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My name is called

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I press myself

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Against the wall

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I try to hide

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From his evil eyes

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Im so afraid now

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I'm starting to cry

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He finds me weeping

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Calls me ugly words,

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He says its my fault

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He suffers at work.

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He slaps and hits me

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And yells at me more,

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I finally get free

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And run to the door

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Hes already locked it

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And i start to bawl,

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He takes me and throws me

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Against the hard wall

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I fall to the floor

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With my bones nearly broken,

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And my daddy continues

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With more bad words spoken,

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"Im sorry!", I scream

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But its now much to late

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His face has been twisted

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Into a unimaginable shape

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The hurt and the pain

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Again and again

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O please God, have mercy!

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O please let it end!

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And he finally stops

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And heads for the door

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While i lay there motionless

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Sprawled on the floor

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My name is Chris

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I am three,

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Tonight my daddy

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Murdered me

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And you can help

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Sickens me to the soul,

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And if you read this

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and dont pass it on

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I pray for your forgivness

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Because you would have to be

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One heartless person

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To not be effected

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By this Poem

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And because u r effected

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Do something about it!

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So all i ask you to do

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Is pass this on!

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IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! - - - -PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT ON !! REPOST THIS AS no kid should have to go through this....

The Guys Rules

1. Men are NOT mind readers.

2. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

3. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

4. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

5. Crying is blackmail.

6. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!

7. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

8. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

9. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor.

10. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

11. If you won't dress like the Victoria 's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.

12.  Do not ask us if we think you're fat. What kind of answer do you want?

13. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of them makes you sad or angry, then we meant the other one

14. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

15. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

16. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

17. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

18. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.

19. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing is wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle, besides we know you will bring it up again later.

20. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

21. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really.

22. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or golf.

23. You have enough clothes.

24. You have too many shoes.

I'm staring at myself

Who is that girl?

Can't tell anymore

Looking at her image

Can't believe that she is me...

Heart so broken

She needs to be free

Free from this pain

From the guilt that she feels

She needs to open her eyes

Before someone steals

Her sense of well-being

Her need to love

The blood that was spilt...

Didn't she give enough?

Well now its time for

Her story

They better listen

And not ignore me

Emotions run deep inside of me

Hard to believe

that I be...

Looking at my scars

Reminding me of my past

Of all the hearts that broke me

So I can't trust

Anyone Anymore

Oh Oh Oh

Can't anyone save me?

I'm falling deep into this hole

Of despair so much

I can't believe...

Someone take my hand

Don't let me fall

Open up your arms

Give me your all

If I didn't have you

Where would I be?

Go back to the beginning...

i tried to help you,

to save you,

from what you would become.

i tried to be there for you.

to be the only one.

the one that you would hold onto.

the one that you would lean on.

it hurt when you told me you were not okay. 

i pray to God for you, each passing day.

i tried to make you see,

all the things  you are,

i tried to to let you know  how much you mean to me.

i cant believe you would say 'i dont need your help, i can do this myself!'

you threw away your razors, oh, so many times.

you tried to make me feel better by telling my your lies.

with each second passing, my heart yearns for your touch.

i want you to know, i love you so much.

The more [X]'s the dumber you are.

Haha, I got like 24.

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.

[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.

[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.

   I fell 4 it 2 so dont feel bad
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.

[ ] Your hair is blond.
[x] People have called you slow.

[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You've fallen asleep in class
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[x] People are often shaking their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".

[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.

[ ] You have eaten a bug. 

[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important

[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket
[x] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you

[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused

[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.