Jared Hocson

• my name is Chris > > > >I am three, > > > >My eyes are swollen > > > >I cannot see, > > > >I must be stupid > > > >I must be bad, > > > >What else could have made > > > >My daddy so mad? > > > >I wish I were better > > > >I wish I weren't ugly, > > > >Then maybe my mommy > > > >Would still want to hug me. > > > >I cant do a wrong > > > >I cant speak at all > > > >Or else im locked up > > > >All day long. > > > >When im awake im all alone > > > >The house is dark > > > >My folks arent home > > > >When my mommy does come home > > > >I'll try and be nice, > > > >So maybe ill just get > > > >One whipping tonight. > > > >I just heard a car > > > >My daddy is back > > > >From Chariles bar. > > > >I hear him curse > > > >My name is called > > > >I press myself > > > >Against the wall > > > >I try to hide > > > >From his evil eyes > > > >Im so afraid now > > > >I'm starting to cry > > > >He finds me weeping > > > >Calls me ugly words, > > > >He says its my fault > > > >He suffers at work. > > > >He slaps and hits me > > > >And yells at me more, > > > >I finally get free > > > >And run to the door > > > >Hes already locked it > > > >And i start to bawl, > > > >He takes me and throws me > > > >Against the hard wall > > > >I fall to the floor > > > >With my bones nearly broken, > > > >And my daddy continues > > > >With more bad words spoken, > > > >"Im sorry!", I scream > > > >But its now much to late > > > >His face has been twisted > > > >Into a unimaginable shape > > > >The hurt and the pain > > > >Again and again > > > >O please God, have mercy! > > > >O please let it end! > > > >And he finally stops > > > >And heads for the door > > > >While i lay there motionless > > > >Sprawled on the floor > > > >My name is Chris > > > >I am three, > > > >Tonight my daddy > > > >Murdered me > > > >And you can help > > > >Sickens me to the soul, > > > >And if you read this > > > >and dont pass it on > > > >I pray for your forgivness > > > > > >Because you would have to be > > > >One heartless person > > > >To not be effected > > > >By this Poem > > > >And because u r effected, > > > >Do something about it! > > > >So all i ask you to do > > > >Is pass this on! > > > >IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! > > > >PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT ON !! REPOST THIS AS no kid should have to go through this

• if dont call you
  [ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]
  
  When i walk away from you mad
  [ Follow me ]
  
  When i stare at your mouth
  [ Kiss me ]
  
  When i push you or hit you
  [ Grab me and dont let go ]
  
  When i start cussing at you
  [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]
  
  When im quiet
  [ Ask me whats wrong ]
  
  When i ignore you
  [ Give me your attention ]
  
  When i pull away
  [ Pull me back ]
  
  When you see me at my worst
  [ Tell me im beautiful ]
  
  When you see me start crying
  [ Just hold me and dont say a word ]
  
  When you see me walking
  [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]
  
  When im scared
  [ Protect me ]
  
  When i lay my head on your shoulder
  [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]
  
  When i steal you favorite hat
  [ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night]
  
  When i tease you
  [ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
  
  When i dont answer for a long time
  [ reassure me that everything is okay ]
  
  When i look at you with doubt
  [ Back yourself up ]
  
  When i say that i like you
  [ I really do more than you could understand ]
  
  When i grab at your hands
  [ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]
  
  When i bump into you
  [ bump into me back and make me laugh ]
  
  When i tell you a secret
  [ keep it safe and untold ]
  
  When i look at you in your eyes
  [ dont look away until i do ]
  
  When i miss you
  [ im hurting inside ]
  
  When you break my heart
  [ the pain never really goes away ]
  
  When i say its over
  [ i still want you to be mine ]
  
  When i repost this bulletin
  [ i want you to read it ]
  
  
  
  - Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
  
  - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
  
  - When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her
  
  - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
  
  - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
  
  - Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
  
  - Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
  
  - Tease her and let her tease you back.
  
  - Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
  
  - Watch her favorite movie with her.
  
  - Give her the world.
  
  - Let her wear your clothes.
  
  - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
  
  - Let her know she's important.
  
  - Kiss her in the pouring rain.
  
  - When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
  "Who's butt am I kicking babe?"
  
  If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :
  •Call you.
  •Kiss you.
  •Love you.
  •Text you.
  
  Guys post as: "I'd be this boyfriend."
  Girls post as: "A true boyfriend

• Take Some Time and actually Read this
  
  this is a GUY TALKING...
  
  IT'S 7TH GRADE...
  
  
  I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why..
  
  
  
  
  
  IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...
  
  
  My phone rang.. On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...
  
  
  
  
  
  IT'S SENIOR YEAR...
  
  
  The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said.. He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade.. We made a promise that if neiter of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...
  
  
  
  
  
  IT'S PROM NIGHT...
  
  
  After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it.. Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to telll her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
  
  
  
  
  
  IT'S GRADUATION DAY...
  
  
  A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...
  
  
  
  
  
  IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...
  
  
  Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wantd her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
  
  
  
  
  
  YEARS PASSED...
  
  
  I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...
  
  
  REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND
  
  SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY
  
  LOVE YOU
  
  AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU... BUT IF YOU
  
  BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL HAVE
  
  RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13
  
  YEARS!!
  
  SINCE U OPENED THIS
  
  SOMETHING GOOD
  
  WILL
  
  HAPPEN TO U AT 11:52 PM .

• Well this is my first time writing a blog but i hate writing for school related things so this is a diffrent experiance i can't spell everything right so i try my best at spelling. i enjoy reading romance storys but i only read them occasionally. Yes i admit i'm a pretty lost romantic but hey it makes life diffrent... :P  coffee isn't my style and i think that Starbucks need's a good reason to do what they do to milk cause i prefer it un messed with. i enjoy watching movies from horror to romantic and anything inbetween. i usually say funny things like oro which mean something along the lines of huh? the only instruament that i can play is the ocarina so that bout raps it up :)

• What Every Kiss Means Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I really really like you. ____________________________________________________ ♥What the gesture means♥ -Holding Hands; We fit perfectly together. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain love you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I love you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ♥Advice♥ Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ ♥Requirements♥ Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. ____________________________________________________ If you ♥LIKE♥LOVE♥OR MISS♥ someone right now and can't get them out of your head then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.

Would You?
[ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[ ] Slap Me?
[ ] Slap me if i asked you to?
[ ] Kiss Me?
[ ] Let Me Kiss You?
[ ] Watch A Movie With Me?
[ ] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[ ] Take Me Home For The Night?
[ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[ ] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[ ] Make me breakfast?
[ ] Tickle Me?
[ ] Let Me Tickle You?
[ ] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down?
[ ] Instant Message Me?
[ ] Greet Me In Public?
[ ] Hang Out With Me?
[ ] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Do You...
[ ] Miss Me?
[ ] Think I'm Sexy?
[ ] Think I'm Cute?
[ ] Think I'm Hot?
[ ] Think I'm Ok?
[ ] Think I'm Ugly?
[ ] Want To Kiss Me?
[ ] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[ ] Want To Date Me?

Am I...
[ ] Smart?
[ ] Funny?
[ ] Cool?
[ ] Loveable?
[ ] Adorable?
[ ] Great To Be With?
[ ] Attractive?
[ ] Mean?

Have You Ever...
[ ] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[ ] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[ ] Wished I Were There?
[ ] Had A Crush On Me?
[ ] Wanted My Number?
[ ] Had A Dream About Me?
[ ] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...
[ ] Happy You Know Me?
[ ] Thinking About Me?

send me a message with your anwsers 

• Since you opened this. You`ll get kissed by the love of your life on Friday. Unless you break this chain, then you won`t get kissed on Friday. Read this first...
  
  dude: I love her more than the air I breath
  chick: well im always here for you.
  dude: I know.
  chick: What's wrong?
  dude: I like her so much.
  chick: Talk to her.
  dude: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
  chick: Don't say that. You're amazing.
  dude: I just want her to know how I feel.
  chick: Then tell her.
  dude: She won't like me.
  chick: How do you know that?
  dude: I can just tell.
  chick: Well just tell her.
  dude: What should I say?
  chick: Tell her how much you like her.
  dude: I tell her that daily.
  chick: what do you mean?
  dude: I'm always with her. I love her.
  chick: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
  dude: Wait. Who do you like?
  chick: Oh some boy.
  dude: Oh... she won't like me either.
  chick: She does.
  dude: How do you know?
  chick: Because, who wouldn't like you?
  dude: You.
  chick: You're wrong, I love you.
  dude: I love you too.
  chick: So are you going to talk to her?
  dude: I just did.
  
  
  
  Ignore this, and you`ll be cursed with 20 years of bad relationships.
  
  
  chicks- If you think this is sweet, repost it.
  dudes- If you are man enough to say this to a chick, repost it.
  
  
  Repost this as *teenage love

• Hi everybody!!! THE BIGGEST PARTY EVER IS.... WHEN YOU GET THROUGH THE GATES OF HEAVEN - BECAUSE YOU'LL BE LIVING ETERNALLY WITH GOD!! 98% OF TEENS WON'T STAND UP FOR GOD... PASS THIS ALONG IF YOU'RE ONE OF THE 2% WHO WILL!!!! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Jesus also said, "If you deny me in front of your friends, I will deny you in front of my Father.