NO NOT LIKE IN MATH! MY DOCTOR HAS DECIDED TO GIVE ME AN ADULT ADD SCREENING. THAT COMES AS NO SUPRISE TO ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME. I THINK I HAVE KNOWN ALL ALONG THAT I HAVE THIS BUT WAS TO ASHAMED TO ADMIT IT. PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME EITHER LOVE ME OR CAN'T STAND ME. THERE IS NO MIDDLE GROUND. THEY THINK I'M FUNNY OR A FOOL. I CAN'T CONTROL THE IDIOTIC THINGS THAT COME OUT OF MY MOUTH. I SPEND HOURS GOING OVER CONVERSATIONS IN MY HEAD MAKING SURE I DIDN'T MISBEHAVE. YEAH I KNOW LIKE I'M 5 RIGHT. I THOUGHT I HAD FIGURED OUT HOW TO LIVE THIS WAY UNTIL THE LAST YEAR.  I FEEL CRAZY MOST OF THE TIME. A LOT OF PEOPLE SEE ME THAT WAY.  IT HAS ADVANTAGES THOUGH. FOR ONE I CAN RELATE TO KIDS WELL AND FOR ANOTHER I SEE THINGS IN WAYS OTHER GROWNUPS CAN'T. WHICH IS WHY MY ROOM IS THE HANGOUT FOR PRETEEN AND UP. THEY ARE WORRIED I WON'T BE THE SAME IF I START TAKING MEDS. I'M A LITTLE SCARED OF THAT TOO. BUT I CAN'T LIVE BEING FRUITY OLD MS JESS FOREVER. MY APPT. IS THURSDAY SO I'LL POST BACK WHEN I KNOW MORE