Chelsea Hudek

wow... a couple of nights ago i came to a realization that has long been known but just resently came to light for me. Godly relationships are soooo much different than worldly relationships. i have noticed in my life that Godly relatinships are sooo much more fufilling than worldly relationship. i dont know why i tend to go back for more worldly realationships after i get a glimpse of a Godly one. in  a worldly relationship you can never pleasethe other person enough. they always want more out of u than u are, or should be willing to give. you can never give them enough. but in Godly realationships you treasure every moment. i dont know how many times i have called up my best friend and talked to her for hours about the funny things he has said or the little touch of holding my hand means, or just how much he means to me overall. in contrast i couldnt tell you how many times i have called her up ranting about a worldly relationship. not being able to make him happy or not being able to give them what they want and them not understanding y not. my favorite line is "what else can i give him that i am willing to give?" the answer is nothing, a guy thats not after the heart of God is looking for the wrong things and us girls shouldnt fall into there trap. i know that i am so happy and thankful that i have the chance to be with one of the most Godly guys i know. i dont understand why i have tended to go for the unGodly guys and then regret ever dating them. it ruins my rep at school and people tend to look at you much differently even if you dont do anything with them. its bad but thats highschool. in my devotions a couple of days ago i was reading about being satitsfied on a lower level and that God does not want that for his children. that hit me like a brick. that is what i have been doing and i dont wish to do that anymore! why would you?

-chelsea