you wish

school.

school.

school.

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. school. ew.

today was actually good. i hanged with my bestfriends from last year and reminisced. i question if i can be bestfriends with one of them like i use to. it was crazy. we got our haircuts together, talked 24/7, hanged 24/7, crazzzzy memories, went out with people at the same time, made videos, always up to something. but she switched schools and it was never the same, she got mad at me. you see shes stubborn and took things out on me. she was jealous cuz i was at the saem school and her bf and i were hecka good friends at the time and she was jealous that i still saw him. but wtf no. i do not do that. wtf. 

So my name is Crystal, but ppl also call me cc(: I live in California and im 15. I cannot wait for winter to come. i loveee wearing hats, scarfs, sweaters and blankets and starbux and movie nights on rainy dayss(: I am a generally nice person; i have my downfalls, yeah. like everyone. idk who i want to be nor have any sign of direction but i know not to be what people want you to be. im growing, im learning, ima dork, can be rlllly hyper, indecisive @ times, soccer, <3's music, naps, calls ppl at random times, loves tea, makes good sandwiches, shortboards, has the bestest friend i could every ask for; known her since kindergarden;  i dont get to see her that much, but we do whenever we need to. I make this girly soup whenever shes sick and board over to her house if she needs me and her mom makes the best chicken sandwiches omg. lol. shes a great listener and is a good example. i believe people do change and that the past is the past that people need to let go and focus on making their future good and whatevers meant to happen will and i think people can be like rocks if one gets in the way of something, move it, but if it doesnt then maybe its suppose to be there for a reason.

Really peoples. like people are so different these days. like kids have sex younger and younger, people give in too pressure- easier and easier, people make mistakes guys, and they DO and can change from it; its just weather they would want to or not. you see i believe that people should care what people think BUT the people that matter in your life, right? i mean they want whats best for you and also that no ones going to stay around forever, nothing lasts forever except for you know the love of god, but anyways really, people who are here for you now; there not going to be there forever, they can be greaaaaat people to have in your life but everything can change in a split second, friends you have can backstab you just like that, just because you opened up and you trusted them, but its good to have that person where you can tell ANYTHING too, i know i do(: two actually, they know everything about me; their just like family(:

just

let yourself live, love, learn, you only have one life to live (: