SAMANTHA groves

Why is love such a touchy subject? And why do people say it and they dont mean it? And then they say they dont lie to you. 99.9% of people who say I love you are lieing... Why is that? But anyways. I let myself fall to deep for the wrong guy. The man I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with only to find that that is all a lie. But he was cheating on me with Four other girls at the same time that we were engaged. What was wrong of me to believe him when he told me he wasnt. But I gave him to much trust than he knew what to do with it and then my heart was cruched. But I was being told this by all of his friends, and not to mention his family. Yes his family the whole family ratted him out; for me. But I put to much trust in him and belived him insead of the truth which I ignored because he told me it was a lie. I finally got the nerve and called a private detective and told him where he was going to be and where he lived and I payed him 800 dollars a night for about a month and a half. After I got all the proof I called him mom who is like a mom to me and I cried like a baby. She told me she wished she could have told me sooner. And all of his "friends" told me the truth and I had also payed a girl from his school who is taking the photo class there and she got pictures of him as well. I felt like such a idot and I was caught up in love that wasnt true. I dont know what to do.