O my gosh, o man! I have no idea what is HAPPENING!!!! HELP ME! this is beyond me and my short 15 tears on this earth, but o god what!!!! people, i dont know you, but i know you can help, i know your brotheres, sisters. Please, i dont understand what is happening to me. I was just laying there, and then my life changed. I felt a compulsion, from god. Jesus. But i tried to ignore it, i did. But that doesnt work. I lay there, and this is layed upon me, whatever it is. Then, i hear something, and its not realy even a voice, its a cry, but i cant hear it, I CAN FEEL IT! I feel it screaming at me, let it take it away, just take it all away. I had no idea what was happening, and still dont. Then i felt something reaching for me, inside, whatever that means, but i was so scared, i just layed there. I felt so much pain inside me, all the pain iv felt over the years. then, my cd player, on an according of it's own, TURNS ON! And this song starts playing, over and over, and i feel myself CHANGING. I dont know what happened, but every time i think, i think of god, christ jesus, EVERY TIME I OPEN MY MOUTH I SPEAK OF HIM! I declare him, preach about him, on no accord of my own. Im a beleiver, but im just 15! I witness when i speak, its like i cant not witness. I dont know what happened, but why me? Im not cut out to be a preacher, its not me!! help me, please. It wouldnt be that bad, but i feel this HUGE sense of ergency, as if a car was coming at me. I want to know whats happening. help me, and pray.

Will anyone out there help me? At least tell me you people care in some way.

Okay. First off. Relax. Take a deep breath and figure out if this is REALLY God. Ask for protection from any type of evil. If the feeling doesn't go away, then go with it, boy. One of my favorite things to do when I'm confused is to simply say "Speak, Lord. Your Servant is listening." This isn't a punishment. I know you're afraid. This isn't something that happens to you everyday, but this is a phenomenal gift. If you want to talk about it more in depth, please feel free to PM (Personal Message) me on this site or E-mail me at 2atwins@comcast.net If you need advice or just someone to tell, I'd love to be there and counsel and listen. In His Love, --Ami

Dante is a person of logic and reason. It's the only way to get through to him ;) So, Dante, considering this is a forum for prayer requests, and because you are neither praying nor requesting a prayer, I think you should leave people on this forum alone. You see, I made simple statements of fact. That's how to get through to Dante :)

we will pray aand u need to pray and ask god urself what is going on and relax about it the only thing i can think it would be is god telling u sometthing really important and u need to figure out what it is! but what ever happens u have my prayer!