Most of my life has been pretty easy. I had a great childhood, my parents are awesome, still to this day they are. Getting into Jr High was hard. I only had a few friends left b/c a few moved away. Getting into HS wasn't as bad. I found a great group of friends, but then later they got into things i didn't want to try. Long story short... I'm not freinds with them anymore, haven't even talked to them in years. Since HS, I met a great guy, we have a 2 year old together and we're getting married. But since I became pregnant, life has been very hard. I got fired from my job then... no one wanted to hire me b/c i was pregnant. I had a hard prenancy. I had apedicitis plus my son didn't want to come out. I had to have a c-section. I started having anxity attacks after having bradley, my son. Then as he got older, i started to lose friends. I didn't have the time to talk to them or hangout. Plus, the father and I had some problems, but things are ok with us now. I never thought having a child would be mentally hard. I haven't been able to get off the weight from him either. I just wish i can get things in my life back to where they used to be and move on. I need to clean myself up and raise my head high again. It's been hard b/c i used to let people walk all over me. I need to show that i'm a real person, and I demand respect. I guess it's one small step at a time. God be with me on this time of trouble. Wish me Luck Everyone!!