So today was Brad's first day at his daycare. I never thought it would be that hard. After spending everyday with him for the past 2 years, i feel so guilty. He's my baby. I should be watching him. I cried all the way to work. I had to sit in the parking lot at work and try and wipe my eyes and put makeup on to hide my red eyes. He's been on my mind all day. Before my mom has been watching him, which was nice. I knew he was ok with her. I feel confidant in his sitter now, but i just can't help myself. My poor baby can't spend his day with his mom. I hope this feeling stops, b/c it really sucks. I start thinking about him and I get tears in my eyes. I hate being away from him.....