veronica castillo

i don't know why. i'm feeling a bit down. angy. hurt. evrything in my life is wrong. i'm disappointed in so many people, but i'm mostly disappointed in myself. but at this very moment, i'm angry with my birth mother. she filed my dad for child support. i only lived with her for six months! and i haven't been with her for over 12 years. but the minute i got with her, she filed my dad. if she did get the money, she wouldnt have given it to me. she would have blown it on the drugs she's on. now, she's gonna regret it. we are going to backfire. what she did was wrong. and she didn't even tell me what she was doing. i'm so tired of dealing with her. i just want to forget about her. the only thing she gave me was birth, and i thank her for that...but thats it.