Ok, really weird dream last night that I just need to get out of my system.

I was at school. I dont know what I was doing, but I was in the library and everyone was in purple and green. In the dream, I can remember thinking that they reminded me of Barney. So then I go outside, to the front where the green benches are. Then out of the blue some people that I know start talking and stuff and I'm just left standing there. While Im still there, out of no where, Anthony just comes up to me, hugs me and then gives me a big, loving kiss while holding me... like we were still together, or got back together. I guess we were because I didnt feel offended or try to back away, I just stayed there returning the favor. We stop and then start walking down the sidewalk with a group of vague people towards the lockers, the sidewalk next to the parking lot (which must have been twice the length it really is, because we were walking for a long time). Then from that group of people, Danny just comes and latches arms with me. Anthony is kinda in front and beside me a little, but he sees him do that. I dont know what I'm doing, but I just let him stay there and we're smiling and holding in laughter for some reason. Anthony turns around and looks kind of annoyed, so he latches arms with me and tells Danny to let go. Then me and him are just still there walking and smiling with my head on his shoulder.

Very strange? Indeed. It reminds me of something that really did happen once before at the HUB when me and Anthony were together. When Danny took my chair for me and then Anthony got a little annoyed and told him to give him the chair to take for me.

This dream... I hate it. When I just gave up hope with him, this dream goes and makes me want him back just a little bit. It's like I actually felt him kiss me, and it just brought back my feelings. Just a thought, but I think God might be telling me to keep my heart open to him... to hold on. That something's going to make a turn. That we might end up back with each other again? Third time's a charm.
Yeah, that's making a bit of a stretch, but you never know... atleast a friendship where we actually talk once in a while.

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