brien orourke

hello there everyone again i am here to ramble a bit.. i have found in the last few days that i had drifted away from God. during my realization of that i have had some really weird coincidences if not signs from God himself. :D  honestly for a while now my gut has been telling me to move back to my hometown. there were several possibilities as to why i could want to.. and i didn't want that to be why i decided to go though. i wanted to know God wanted me there before trying to find a new job,house,and schedule a move. well that confirmation came to me when i mentioned lightly to one of my brothers on messenger the other day that i had been considering the move. his words were "well brudda you need to move back here. i can get you a job at ----  in the office and it pays 9-10 and hour with benefits..etc.. and i have  a friend who owns an apartment complex that i am pretty sure you could move in and pay your first month after you have already gotten your first check..etc.."  well this amount of money is actually less than i currently make, over there that is a very good paying job. not to mention that the cost of living over there is much cheaper. and the job i am currently at says you make enough money if you want a retirement fund set one up...etc.. so therefore i think that God was trying to tell me that he is setting up my home for me so to speak.   there are other factors involved in this process of thinking though i do not want to put them out in the public view just yet.. as they involve other people that it might hurt...etc.. anywho thank you for reading my newest blog. any help/advice or just comments are appreciated. :D God Bless You!!!!!!

hello again mypraize people. i hope you are all doing well out there in cyberland. :)  i am doing very well myself. so well in fact it is hard to keep a smile off my face. i have some very wonderful friends that God has sent to me, or sent me to them. which ever way it is i definately needed them.  they help encourage me to be the best me i can be for God.  it is so amazing to me to have friends in person who encourage me to do that. until recently in my life i have never even seen someone do that for anyone.  this is a major event for me because of my lack of experience in this subject. i hope that all of you have a friend or more that you know in person that does this for you. if you do then you are already blessed. i sure know that i am blessed. despite all the mistakes i have made in my hard lived short life God still loves me!!  and that by itself is blessings more than i deserve.  but He was not through there!  he has blessed my finances, my friendships, and my whole life in general. anyways i thank God for all he has given me.  some in tangible items are much more important than tangible ones though. i have learned that recently.

thank you all for your love and support,

rolling4christ