Will there ever be the right time to find where my love lies?
Hiding is so fleeting and my eyes have stayed closed for such a long time
I have no tears to fear, only anger in my chest
Everyone seems to sing except when empty words are all you can say
I don't lie about my misery; my bitterness clouds my eyes
Every time I die, I fade farther away into my hole I'm digging for myself
And then I cry out the name of Jah, my Savior who shines through the hurt I have inside
I taste the sand daily; hoping that my safe haven will come before I have closed my eyes completely
It's so hard to close my eyes to those that try to shine and capture my attention for a passionate glance, a momentary lapse
Jah power is my identifier, my trust in everything I live by
Jah will find my love, my answer for the void in my heart that crys for acceptance
But if I be denied, then closed and sullen will I fall to the ground
My hope will be put away, never for another day
Good things will come, and the stars in the sky will shine and cry for me, but I will stay silent, revrence for Jah, who all things that come are good
Until my cry is given full reply, I will stay silent and never speak of the beauty denied me