Ashley mann-wills

Ok well my best friend in the whole wide world has hurt my feelings a lot these past few days. She is currently in Colorado with her mom and I have been waiting all summer for her to get back cuz I miss her A LOT!!! And then she calls me and says that she is gonna be moving to Kansas!! I am so upset because she is really my only true friend other than Josh and she is moving so far away! And then she has been hiding somthing huge from me and she finnally told me and now I feel like she doesnt think she can trust me but she say's that Im her bestfriend but right now it really doesnt seem like this. And then I told her that I want her to be the Maid of Honor at my wedding and she tells me she doesnt want me to be the maid of honor at her wedding. I just always thought that your bestfriend shoud be your maid of honor. So now im confused i dont know if im her bes friend or not!:(