Krystal d

do you ever feel like cutting yourself because you aren't pretty enough or no one likes you and all yours friends (the girl ones) are so much gorgeuser than you and get all these guys everytime falling for them.well thats how i feel i feel like i could cut mself and not have to worry bout the pain cause i bet it wouldn't hurt! i think that i am not good enough and that no one would ever love me and no one would ever think i am good enough and im fat and i know that my friends and stuff tell me that im not but i just dont belive them because i guess im not comfortable with myself but i dont know why. Im crying as i write this cause i know i wont ever measure up to my friends and i'll always be the ugly one of the bunch.i will never have a boyfrined and i just want to be the girl that a guy points to and says that her..i know that .. it is a phrase on icons and stuff but it is true.i just dont wanna keep smiling anymore because wat is the point any more .... i will probally start wearing alot of black or blue ..... to go along with the cuts....on my skin but who knows this is just all my opinion.and i know you think that i am prob. being stupid but this is how i feel and it is a blog so i expressed myself and oyu dont have to read i mean who would want to read something that a loser wrote.so i will stop. bye :(