One step at a time. ..

I just blew out my knee - again. This time it was the right one not the left, but the left still isn't healed from blowing it out last spring. This isn't making me happy. I have a specialist appointment for next week and I have some good pain meds and a cane, but this just isn't good. I have stuff to do!!!

I talked to God about it. Actually, I cried and railed (is that a word?) well, that's what I did. I was feeling extremely sorry for myself and I wondered if it's just going to be my lot in life to have an anvil drop on me everytime things seem to be going well...

I have been doing a study with some friends that is helping me realize how the devil lies to me all the time. he says that everyone has it better than me, that God blesses other people, but doesn't like me much. It helps to remember that he's a LIAR. God is good, and God is God. It helps to remember that there are people who lose their limbs... I still have mine. There are people who don't have nearly the blessings that I have, kids, family, home, etc... and people who still believe the lies the devil tells.

So. I have to say okay. I will take this hit without blaming it on you God, you are still here and still love me and are still working out my life to your glory. And you will be here through the huge medical bills that come with no insurance. You will still love me if I can't work for awhile and other bills come due. You will still provide for me, just like you always have. Thanks for bringing me to my knees (pun intended) and reminding me who You are so I can remember how much You love me. And help me continue to trust you one step at a time.

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