Justus The golden one

Those who were once in love, those whose hearts were broken, they still hear the song of the love they left unfulfilled all their lives. But even the people who found each other cannot live up to the desire of non-ending romance, a neverending perfect life. Whether you gaze at an arch of roses in your old age or look up at the clouds in your younger years, transience always reveals to you what you will never have or what you have lost. But mourning be only to the truly lost! For marriage between man and woman is but a metaphor for the one true Romance, that between the Lord and us, each one individually. This is the dream whose sounds we sometimes hear in silence. So the understanding of heaven shows itself when this dream fills us with anticipation instead of melancholy.

This is not to be misunderstood of course, only idiots, tragedies or insanely devoted people will not marry, but this shall not to be an idol of true hope.

The truth is what is built on the most abstract level from feeling the suffering and happiness of one's own existence. According to everything we know, this must follow constant systems from which everything can be derived.

Only the emotion-inclusive decision-making about and not in the emotions themselves opens up the potential for a maximum positive result. If the advice of the emotions (what they move one to do) contradicts the advice of the rational, then in conscious thinking the rational is hierarchically to be classified as dominant. The task of the emotions is to be a necessary drive, a social measuring instrument (empathy) and an element of (human) well-being. 

It should be noted that a deeper element of human well-being that does not arise through spontaneous hormonal manipulation forms, together with the emotions, the superset of (the experience of) 'bliss'. This deeper element is also felt, but is of a more permanent nature and primarily dependent on an inner decision rather than an external circumstance. It includes the kind of love that can be fundamentally still present despite a situational emotion of 'not-liking-someone' at the same time, and differs with infatuation in not being temporal to a greater degree than its bearer.

Living in truth is also an element of a deeper/ richer existence. Living in truth is defined by the erasure of any information, carried by feeling or thinking, that is a non-reality synchronous image of being outside of what the own consciousness is, in one's own consciousness. This action is to be pursued according to the goal of achieving the highest possible degree of positivity/ the good for the individual and the general public. The pursuit of what is significant for one is therefore classified as morally obligatory to be exercised in a practical form. For unlike the pursuit of things that give one conditional situational pleasure, the pursuit of doing this thing that is meaningful to one is installed at the same level of depth in one's being as identity itself; it is a direct consequence of it. A difference between the image of reality as it prevails in one's consciousness and how the identity is structured can be found in the thought construct (and the emotional drive behind it) that allows one to live a life that is not meaningful to one at all.

Faith is the sure knowledge of what one does not see [compare Hebrews 11:1]. One can also exchange sight with the meaning of all the senses. One is quite inclined to think that those with a high emotional connection to Christ have high faith but that has little to do with it. Often it is even emotions that one associates with an subjective image of Christ instead of himself - and that is holding one back in actually getting to know him.

Faith is based on trust that one takes as real what is contained in what one believes in, i.e. Christ's word. As an example, I believe in what is logical and use my emotions on a second level and it is logical to believe in God, so I trust him, for which I primarily do not need emotions. Only when emotions come from a decision instead of the other way around is a relationship stable - and so is faith.

Because regardless of whether everything you do is aimed at your own well-being in an abstract sense or not, it is possible to put someone else at the center of conscious thinking by making a decision (you yourself are not forgotten, just no longer dominant in the hierarchy of importance). If this conscious focus is maintained long enough, it will be realized subconsciously. If it is realized subconsciously, the emotions follow.

A sprout embedded in glass may be the claim of my courage. This chain will be the harbingers testimony to the boundary of my eyes march. Its light will point me on the narrow path between madness and [h e l l], the rope that holds all my mistakes in judgmental hands.
Will I be its monarch or will it be my downfall after all? The blossoms on the wayside are fragrant and seductive in their flavor. But tongues joy they shouldnt be!

Oh unending Love, my heart becomes heaven's gift, your eternal glee. Hold me and protect me! The prey does not see the hunter's eye, I will not be able to defend its claws but I do not shake!

However, will the scent of these flowers seduce me nontheless? Will all pieces have fallen uselessly and this false queen be all hopes conqueror? No. The treasure of eternal blossom already belongs to me!

I just found out why some of my messages are being blocked! The word for [opposite of heaven] is blocked! Ugh. Then I just have to use more boring words for my poetry.

A clichéd thing today, but it is all the more important. As known, take care of your heart. Because it is your heart that determines your life. To succumb to the enjoyment of sin in one's mind is already sin itself, even without it entering physical space. All or nothing. This world is nothing but the preparation for the stage, the play of the wedding, heaven and the true treasure. What you set out to do in your heart will happen, for better or for worse, so have your joy in the Lord that your life will also be good. Be grateful and faithful so that your heart may be made of flesh and not stone. The joy in the heart will be the happiness of your life, so put it well.

However, if your heart has already got a loud voice of its own that does not correspond to the good, then you have to listen to where this voice came from! Is it the music you hear? The people you hang out with? The sins you do? The words you hear? Be careful, it all matters!

[See at: Matthew 15:19, Proverbs 04:23, Proverbs 27,19]

The optimal marriage with abstract goods, only attainable for a very short time, with all its facets is the best thing that can be imagined on earth: physically and emotionally.

Compare two beings: The one being would recognize everything in the deepest sense of logic: Both mathematics, its projection onto the part of the world that we can perceive with our senses and also the other subset of logic that coexists with mathematics, but it does not feel/ experience this things all-encompassing. The other being would feel/ experience what the first recognizes in logic, but does not recognize it itself comprehensively in logic. Both beings would recognize elements of reality that the other does not.
What the first being grasps as a whole is what is called the (partly metaphysical) structure or the form of the elements of existence (individually: object of existence). What the second being grasps as a whole is what is called the essence of the elements of existence.

Example: To love can be described as the result of a hormonal mixture. That the feeling of this hormonal mixture does exactly what it does can be metaphysically further explained, if one would have enough data to do so. One could collect all informations about love but only when the essence of love comes into the essence of one himself can love be fully explored. Only the form/ structure of an existential object and its essence results in the existential object itself.

But the structure of an existential object is (possibly) contained in its essence itself and is differentiated by us only on the basis of this in order to have a word for the description of the essence: The structure of a being is the object of its own describing, what we want to represent with symbols. Logic is therefore able to describe something, but not to make the essence of what is described tangible if it is not exclusively in the description of itself, which is only rarely the case.